enough of poemzzz aint it???i thought i'd write about myself!!!i've alwayz loved writing poemzz since as long as i remember!!but the first real one i wrote i thonk was eight to ten years ago!!!as a kid in 4th grade,the first one that i wrote was titled "the ocean".the lyriczz went like "i'm the ocean of white and blue..sometimes i make u feel scared,sometimes i'm nice to u!!"hahaha!! the next big thing for me i think was when my music teacher asked me to write a poem for him... so tat he could teach the same to the whole school!!!and i was like so overwhelmed!!coz all thiz occured when i'd not even passed my primary level class!!the theme of the poem was "friendships day"...i dont remember wat i wrote but milind sir(tatzz my music teacher)was distinctly impressed!!and whoosh!!i was transformed into the poet of the class!!but i'll say this about my poem-writing ability.i cant write as good poemzz when someone asks me to!!and tat watever i write at first i alwayz find it crap!!the words form inside me and the hands only give direction to the flow of thoughts in my brain!!!itzz like when my mind in filled with or i'd say overwhelmed with thoughtzz,feelings and emotions,i let it all out through writings..!!i find it quite therapautic!!
enough of "ME THE POET"...
These dayss,i'm feeling really low..tatz cozz i'm missing my frndzzz."THE BONKERZZ"it includes me,my best palzz amu and kitzz,then kundi(lolz...his actual name is neehar!!),then 'Car'an, nihar(patlu nihar to differentiate him from kundi..lolzz),adi, manji,niki,pratzz,shikha, manali and yeah parth!!! i really love all of them!!and am missing them sooooo bad!!!!we had so much fun together!!!just two dayz back we all met up at kundi's beach house for his goodbye lunch(hezz going ta solapur for his MBBS studies...sob!!!)we had a whale of time!!one of the best i've ever had!!cracking jokess,making noise(tatz our favorite passtime),laughing for no reason,posing for photozzz, the workzzz!!some may call this childish!!but tatz y we call ourselves "BONKERZZZ"!!
Also tiz is for all the budding and 'been there done that' engineerz out ther who happen to read my blog!!i've got admission in mba+btech (for IT)..in NMIMS...itzz a deemed university too!! so is it a good course??plzz if anyone could find out more about it,i'd b really grateful!!thanks!!
adiozz!!
Friday, July 25, 2008
THE DAY I WAS BORN
The day I was born was special I guess,
to this world me mom gave me access....
When I opened my eyes for the first time,
my cry seemed to perfectly rhyme.
I saw my mother cuddle me,
and I realised, special I was to be.
I saw my dad standing in a corner,
to be born as his daughter was a matter of honour.
All was right and there was joy all around,
all was clear and I could hear Almighty's sound.
"Go my child, live thee life,
with joy in it and full of strife.
"but remember i'll be there in the form of hope,
at tat moment no need to fear, nope"
And with that thought I fell asleep,
drawn into slumber, oh so deep.....
As I relive the joyous moments of my birth,
It fills my heart with excess of mirth...........
to this world me mom gave me access....
When I opened my eyes for the first time,
my cry seemed to perfectly rhyme.
I saw my mother cuddle me,
and I realised, special I was to be.
I saw my dad standing in a corner,
to be born as his daughter was a matter of honour.
All was right and there was joy all around,
all was clear and I could hear Almighty's sound.
"Go my child, live thee life,
with joy in it and full of strife.
"but remember i'll be there in the form of hope,
at tat moment no need to fear, nope"
And with that thought I fell asleep,
drawn into slumber, oh so deep.....
As I relive the joyous moments of my birth,
It fills my heart with excess of mirth...........
Friday, July 11, 2008
HELP ME PLZZ!!
As i slowly open me eyes, wat do i see?
is this where I'd live, how cud that be?
helpless,defenceless I am, how will i survive,
in this frightful world, how will I thrive??
Hatred,violence and injustice everywhere,
didnt god teach us to always b fair??
ppl fighting among one another,
no shame in killing one's brother??
will to this madness there b no end,
can human relationships b mend??
as I sit cuddled in the midst of all this,
the unhappiness, sorrow is something I cannot miss...
When I come into this world, is this how it is going to be,
is it going to be tat difficult to survive for me....
Help me............
(p.s. - I've written this poem imagining wat a child in his mother's womb would've spoken out)
is this where I'd live, how cud that be?
helpless,defenceless I am, how will i survive,
in this frightful world, how will I thrive??
Hatred,violence and injustice everywhere,
didnt god teach us to always b fair??
ppl fighting among one another,
no shame in killing one's brother??
will to this madness there b no end,
can human relationships b mend??
as I sit cuddled in the midst of all this,
the unhappiness, sorrow is something I cannot miss...
When I come into this world, is this how it is going to be,
is it going to be tat difficult to survive for me....
Help me............
(p.s. - I've written this poem imagining wat a child in his mother's womb would've spoken out)
FADING AWAY......
I watch silently as she goes,
my heart weeps but no emotion shows,
I dont want her to go, heck no,
she still is me guardian angel I no,
But times have changed and so Have I,
me frndship has crumbled in front of me eye.....
Deep down I no we will always be the same frnds we were,
but then y is this distance in our frndship more than I can endevear???
We played,laughed and together cried,
but now those memories sure have dried..
there is this distance, how it came bout I dont no,
but then u rally reap wat u sow,
U will remain in me heart always,
for u taught me wat friendship is,
I will remember u always..............................
(i wrote this poem long time back when a frnd i was really close to ditched me bad!!it reflects my state of mind then.after this fight of ours,we patched up and became frndzz again but now we fought again and this time never to b the kind of frndzz we would b!!we are in fact sworn enemies of each other now!!but itz ok 've learnt to live my life without her or without making any kind of compromise!!)allz well!!
my heart weeps but no emotion shows,
I dont want her to go, heck no,
she still is me guardian angel I no,
But times have changed and so Have I,
me frndship has crumbled in front of me eye.....
Deep down I no we will always be the same frnds we were,
but then y is this distance in our frndship more than I can endevear???
We played,laughed and together cried,
but now those memories sure have dried..
there is this distance, how it came bout I dont no,
but then u rally reap wat u sow,
U will remain in me heart always,
for u taught me wat friendship is,
I will remember u always..............................
(i wrote this poem long time back when a frnd i was really close to ditched me bad!!it reflects my state of mind then.after this fight of ours,we patched up and became frndzz again but now we fought again and this time never to b the kind of frndzz we would b!!we are in fact sworn enemies of each other now!!but itz ok 've learnt to live my life without her or without making any kind of compromise!!)allz well!!
the deliema's of being a teen!!
I never was like this, was I? no nay
then wat went wrong and where say?
wat mum said then was holy to me,
never wrong in any matter she seemed to be....
but now watever she says sounds incorrect to me
never hear her so properly-me???
shocking it is- yeah!!!
but i never was like tis, was I? no nay,
Then wat went wrong and where, say?
I loved me dad, god bless him, I love him too now
but never before did we have too many rows....
I scream at u without meaning to,
i do things which i never should
which I told myself earlier I never would......
Wat and where, how it all cud go tis way...
It never was meant to be like that, nay!!!
I want to tell myself stop, u, tis aint right
but a monster rises inside me and tells me ta fight....
and try as I may, I show u my might....
No tis aint right....................
there are a lot of things I wanna do, inside my mind....
but to achieve them, never can the right way I find.....
I need someone, help me u
dont leave me ever.. I need to see myself through.....
I feel like a loser, a good for nothing find....
watz wrong with me, can not the negativity I grind??
I am confused, never like tis I have been,
But wat can I do, I have just started feeling, watz it to b a teen??.......
(i wrote this when the raging hormones were in their full might!!i had had a tiff with mah dad,some arguement with my frndzz and my morale hit an all time low!!hence this poem!!)
then wat went wrong and where say?
wat mum said then was holy to me,
never wrong in any matter she seemed to be....
but now watever she says sounds incorrect to me
never hear her so properly-me???
shocking it is- yeah!!!
but i never was like tis, was I? no nay,
Then wat went wrong and where, say?
I loved me dad, god bless him, I love him too now
but never before did we have too many rows....
I scream at u without meaning to,
i do things which i never should
which I told myself earlier I never would......
Wat and where, how it all cud go tis way...
It never was meant to be like that, nay!!!
I want to tell myself stop, u, tis aint right
but a monster rises inside me and tells me ta fight....
and try as I may, I show u my might....
No tis aint right....................
there are a lot of things I wanna do, inside my mind....
but to achieve them, never can the right way I find.....
I need someone, help me u
dont leave me ever.. I need to see myself through.....
I feel like a loser, a good for nothing find....
watz wrong with me, can not the negativity I grind??
I am confused, never like tis I have been,
But wat can I do, I have just started feeling, watz it to b a teen??.......
(i wrote this when the raging hormones were in their full might!!i had had a tiff with mah dad,some arguement with my frndzz and my morale hit an all time low!!hence this poem!!)
Here I am!!
Here I am, this is me there is nowhere else on earth that I cud b.
I look around myself and find it necessary to put myself through all that grind
I am alone I stand confused oh so much
Find a solution, is there anything such?
I got to fight a battle, heck leave me alone
All me happiness and comforts I have forlorn…
I think oh who is a foe, who is a friend
Who will help me to me mistake mend?
There my battle begins…
Then there is this feeling of love I hate
Is it really necessary, real a must to find a soul mate?
I jump at every opportunity, I feel over-ecstatic?
Mate, I don’t know if I am being realistic
A few who were foes have become some of the closest friends of mine
I know through even the darkness, with their help, I will shine
Here I am, tis is me, there is nowherelse on earth tat i cud b....
I look around myself and find it necessary to put myself through all that grind
I am alone I stand confused oh so much
Find a solution, is there anything such?
I got to fight a battle, heck leave me alone
All me happiness and comforts I have forlorn…
I think oh who is a foe, who is a friend
Who will help me to me mistake mend?
There my battle begins…
Then there is this feeling of love I hate
Is it really necessary, real a must to find a soul mate?
I jump at every opportunity, I feel over-ecstatic?
Mate, I don’t know if I am being realistic
A few who were foes have become some of the closest friends of mine
I know through even the darkness, with their help, I will shine
Here I am, tis is me, there is nowherelse on earth tat i cud b....
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
The wounded soldier..
The wounded soldier in the battlefield lay....
No one was coming to save him, nay....
His rifle by the side, ready to die
no one cared to see if he was alive,why?
when he had given up hope atlast..
a rustle in the bushes woke him fast,
a friend, he had helped long time back,
had come back for him, oh dear jack...!!!
"why do you come?", the soldier said," i no i'm going
i lie here on my deathbed..
the friend answered" i donot know whether you are going to die or not,
but i'm not leaving you here all alone,to rot,
i'll take you and if you die, i'll make sure you are buried right..
i'll take take you and if you are alive, i'll thank the lord almighty!!"
the soldier lay there and said" my dear man, you're ok, you're fine
after the war may you with your wife dine..
think of it my dear fellow, make hay while the sun is mellow...
my wife the friend said" will not like it i dread....
if she knew i left you, forever will tis fact i rue!!!"
"i couldnt leave you for any game, if you would be i, would you not be the same??
friends are those who never give up on you,
for your sake they care for consequences few..
i'll never be able to forgive myself, if you lay here, died alone,while i left...
dont do this to me, all my life i wish to be free....
if you place this burden on my mind, forever to this will i be bind....
the soldier lay there and thanked the lord.. whatever he had done to this kindness afford....
"DEAR LORD I THANK THEE,
FOR GIVING A GEM OF FRIEND TO ME....."
(It is not known whether the soldier died or lived.... i wrote this because,like the soldier, if i lay alone, helpless and wounded, i know there will always be angels who will be willing to seek me even if whole world has given up on me..thats what friends are for I guess..in tribute to all those wonderful people out there...!!)
No one was coming to save him, nay....
His rifle by the side, ready to die
no one cared to see if he was alive,why?
when he had given up hope atlast..
a rustle in the bushes woke him fast,
a friend, he had helped long time back,
had come back for him, oh dear jack...!!!
"why do you come?", the soldier said," i no i'm going
i lie here on my deathbed..
the friend answered" i donot know whether you are going to die or not,
but i'm not leaving you here all alone,to rot,
i'll take you and if you die, i'll make sure you are buried right..
i'll take take you and if you are alive, i'll thank the lord almighty!!"
the soldier lay there and said" my dear man, you're ok, you're fine
after the war may you with your wife dine..
think of it my dear fellow, make hay while the sun is mellow...
my wife the friend said" will not like it i dread....
if she knew i left you, forever will tis fact i rue!!!"
"i couldnt leave you for any game, if you would be i, would you not be the same??
friends are those who never give up on you,
for your sake they care for consequences few..
i'll never be able to forgive myself, if you lay here, died alone,while i left...
dont do this to me, all my life i wish to be free....
if you place this burden on my mind, forever to this will i be bind....
the soldier lay there and thanked the lord.. whatever he had done to this kindness afford....
"DEAR LORD I THANK THEE,
FOR GIVING A GEM OF FRIEND TO ME....."
(It is not known whether the soldier died or lived.... i wrote this because,like the soldier, if i lay alone, helpless and wounded, i know there will always be angels who will be willing to seek me even if whole world has given up on me..thats what friends are for I guess..in tribute to all those wonderful people out there...!!)
Saturday, July 5, 2008
a start!!!
yo everyone!!!i am MD,a 17yr gal from mumbai!I love reading and i think "PPL WHO THINK BOOK-LOVERZ ARE BOOKWORMZZ ARE IDIOTZ".an absolutely no for me.
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