a decade ago...

!.i was still in school...and school is lyk one of my favorite places on earth...
2.it was the still the first year..i was friends with ahem ahem..someone who would later turn out to be one of the biggest bitches i've ever had the misfortune to meet...so i was still getting to know her...
3.i was this shy kid..didnt speak much..
4.i was the the best reader in the class...i mean i could read without stuttering a least bit and pronounce the words correctly..
5.there was this girl in my class..i'll call her miss.B...yeah so she was lyk jealous of me and would demand to know that why was it that only i who got a chance to read..and not anyone else(duh uh..she couldnt match my oratory skills one bit...!!!)
6.i didnt have any exams...(hurrah..!!!)
7.i wanted to spend all my time playing...!!
8.i had a big group...(me.pooh,kav,toast,keys,isha,dimpz,pooh's brother,ankletz,swaggerz,devdz,kishz,prashz....good lord there were so many of them...todayz scenario-toastz my sis,me and pooh are still thick friends,kav sucks bigtym..it'd be good to get a chance to slap her:-)...isha and dimpz live in the adjacent buliding..so does keys..i dont really like isha much..shez kinda wierd..but ok..no hard feelings..dimpz stays in her own world..and toast is on good terms with keys..poohz brother is a jerk still..love calling him naughty chimp..but now that hez in 10th grade..i mite have to stop..!!..ankletz..how i hate him..thinks hez some kinda maharaja..hangs around with wierd ppl..doesnt even say 'hi' when he sees you..kinda arrogant..but jeez i give a damn..!!!swagger..hez kool..lives in a hostel noe..hardly comes here..but when he does..is nyc to me..but still somewhat aloof..but k...kishz and prashz both brothers..god knows where they live now..last tym i heard kishz lived in my bro'z area..but still he was kinda shy to greet me..dont no y..!!phew..!!)
9.no worries about the future...
10.didnt even no wat 'future' meant..
11.wore watever clothes mum selected for me..so complaints ever..
12.loved fighting with my sis..gotta kich outta hitting her;-)
13.mum then used to smack me back bad..in for a big lecture...!!
14..totally tomboyish..!!
15.started reading newspapers(credit goes to my class teacher...)
16.yamini miss was totally my favorite(she still is...shez my favorite teacher eva..!!love her and remember her even today...!!not to forget totally miss her..wonder where she is now..!!)
17.my school principal totally scared me...!!(tat continued to be the case through my entire school life...)
18..thought life was all about how much time u gotta play....!!!!

random....

I promise to be brave...

life may make me go through hell...
to pass the tough lessons,i will do my homework well...
face it with such courage..your heart with pride,will swelll..
through all of the thunderstorms,I promise to be brave...I

may falter and cry..
wonder all of it happened to me why..
but come wat may,wont quit until i die..
i promise to be brave...

the toughness may get to me..
.in the morning may the stars i see...
determined with fervour i'll always be...
I promise to be brave..

.at times,the future may look bleak..
no win in sight,i may look weak..
will not surrender to be a meek..
will solder on...i promise you this...

my determination may not look so bright,
but be sure,the goal will not leave my sight...
I will work hard,not quitting day and night..
not falter,i'll be brave...

All those first times...

The first time you said "I love you"..

felt like my tired heart had finally got its due..

The months I spent waiting were more than few....

All those moments i think i never will rue..

The first time you held my hand..

I felt as happy can be...there was an ocean of love inside me..

happiness,joy waiting to be let out you see..

It was like stepping out into a whole new world for me...

The first time you said,"for thee I care..."

I knew I'd found someone..with whom my sorrow,my problems,my shortcomings I could share...

To pour out my feelings to a stranger I did dare..

my heart,my soul in front of you was laid bare...

The first time you wiped a tear off my eye..

the kindness,the love,the comfort,the hug..out of mere happiness I thought I'd die..

I held you so close..never wanting to let go..I vividly remember..."Sigh...!!"

I felt my feet leaving the earth,so lucky was I..

And now that you are gone..and so far away..

to all those first times,those memories,does my heart sway..

Further and further you may go away from me..

my heart,the pain will always be deep,buried within me..

But through all the first times,I'll always remember thee..

You are....

you are the cool summer breeze,tat gladdens my heart....
you are the apple of my eye..your absence pierces as sharp a dart...

You are the dewdrops that decorate my dawn...
you are a feeling..as pure as innocent as a new born..

you are the colourful rainbow that lights up my sky..
you are my world..my love..without whom I'd die...

You are like the calming first rains..that end the summer heat...
you are the one who is the centre of my universe..my every heartbeat....


you are like the rays of the bright glistening sun...
you are a joy,my happiness..for me you're the only one...

My mornings beg to see you..
every noon,your absence I rue..
evenings threaten to me,they will sue..
Such nights are so very few...
when I'm not thinking of you...



FOR,TO ME YOU ARE MY WORLD.....

To you,my love....

The first time you held my hand,said “I love u,”
I know it was messy, but I could only manage “me too,”
You leaned forward and said, “you all right?”
I know I could’ve died,
Your love shook my might….
Oh the lovely sight…
I couldn’t sleep all night…!!!

Then there was when you kissed me
My heart danced, I felt so free,
I lay my head into your arms,
Your embrace felt as wide as the vast sea…


We walked; your hand clutched mine,
I nearly tripped, but for once I didn’t whine
Your love was there for me, I felt utterly divine..!!!


When you looked into my eyes, I felt so warm inside
Whenever I felt cold, I wanted u by my side..!!
In your eyes, my imagination, u took me for a ride...
And even if I wanted to get out, I couldn’t, how hard I tried..


With u I felt so happy, bliss was thy name,
After that I knew I would never feel the same,
For your love dear, I was game……

Your love was a gift, a joy, my pleasure..
I considered it my life’s greatest treasure,
I couldn’t tell you how much I loved you,
To express feelings such deep, words are few,
You could peep into my heart to see,
My love for you was deeper than the sea.

When you said you felt the same about me,
I’ve never been so happy, so whole, so me,
It was an entirely new feeling you see,
My heart swayed in excess mirth, my soul was free



My love, you’ve just given so much to me,
you mean so much,
Your every touch,
Your love was such,
Very utterly divine…

I miss you...

Though we live only miles apart..
the distance pierces me..as sharp a dart..
it pains that we can no longer meet every day..
laugh,share secrets,be merry and gay..
your friendship in my dark times was as bright a ray..
old and bent with memories we may..
the memories will never fade ..i say..
we may grow up and go our own way..
but the flame will never die..nay...!!
you may be a doctor..and I??(wherever life leads me to be..)
however busy we are,
for each other,our hearts(if not our schedules)may alwayz be free...
because the two years(and counting)we;ve nutured it..
its grown up to be a wonderful tree...
branches spread wide..but roots as firm as can be..
its the envy of people,they alwayz talk you see...
but the tree of our relationship will always be special to me...

(this poem is in memory of all my old buddies...!!who are now in different colleges..we hardly find time to meet up..yes..but i miss them all the same...!!love you all...!!!)