KILLED (LOVE STORY OF A HERO )

KILLED (LOVE STORY OF A HERO )

If only eyes could kill,
I am killed.
If only words could,
I am killed.
If only looks could kill,
I am killed.

I am killed, I am murdered,
By her eyes,looks,words,everything
I am bleeding, drop by drop,
Blood dripping from my skin.
I am totally conquered by her,
I am suffering, I am bleeding
I am, But still, enjoying it

I love pain, I love her
I dont know why.
I just do, thats right!
I do, I do love both.

Now, I am suffering, again
Now, I am bleeding, again
She has left me,
Dont know why
She has gone,
Dont know why.

I am Suffering, I am bleeding
But this time I am not enjoying it,
I am really suffering
I, me , my, everything of mine is sad,
They miss her, they want her,
Her mudering eyes,
looks, words, everything.

I live for her.
I am waiting, waiting to be killed
I am still standing!
But for how long?
Before I go I want to see her,
I just want to be dead, killed.
Again, but by her,
When I see her
Standing before me!
Just as I go....

my darling sis....

TO my darling sister.
to say u're younger to me..but in reality you have alwayz been much older to me in terms of thinking,wit,grace,elegance and much much more....ppl think i'm more intelligent but intelligence is not measured in terms of marks alone...!!!there;ve been tymz u;ve lived in my shadow known throughout as 'my lil sis'..how u must have hated that..not having an identity of ya own and being known as someone;s lil sis..but i admired and looked on in awe as you took it in your stride and even paraded that tag of being known as my sis with pride and such elegance that it totally blew me off..!!I became a bigger fan of yours than u may never have known!!!I looked on and merely smiled when you narrated to mum how proud you were of me,how the teachers waxed eleqounce about my marks..what made me the happiest was not the 'praise I received'....but the happiness and pride i saw on ya face..the excitement with which you recited it all to mum..not an ounce of jealousy you felt but the selfless love you alwayz praised me with...!!I never could do the same with u for I was unable to express my feelings...in truth i loved the way u cud take a stand on stuff you believed in..the way u used flattery to ya advantage..the way u stood up for anyone u loved..the way u handled yaself..your anger,your confidence,your wit..all made me love you and admire you more...!!we've shared such awesome and fun memories together...growing up with u has been an absolute pleasure..i'm so going to miss you after i'm married..all those tears we shared..the dumb jokes we cracked..mum;s gaalis we heard..the weird way we laughed..how we used to gang up against anyone irritating either of us..!!such a formidable team we were...!!separation..even physical..the thought of it makes me :( :( i never ever wanna be away from u..u're my bestest friend.